So I've been running away from deviantart. I got rid of the 3k plus deviations but now i have a new popping up of 600 plus. Epic sadness xD

Lately, I've been drawing on Tegakie under my username roxxihearts (dur lol) and gummibear. I had to make two because I have two works in progress. but then I keep getting the artists' version of plot bunnies and make new accounts D8 someone save mee!!

My laptop isnt working. the box part of the charger cord isnt working T_T aand these stupid people gave me the wrong part so now i am waiting even longer. This is madness!

Er...forgot what else i was gonna say xD here's an excerpt from my blog from another website. it's a response to the question "Who do you hate and why?"

Read it. Maybe it'll make you think about things you hadn't before. Feel free to argue with me.


[Question of the Week]

To answer the QOTW, i don't hate anyone. No joking, no lying, no exaggerations. Don't get me wrong, I haven't had a blissfully uncontacted life where life's horrors and atrocities haven't reached me. Because they have, trust me.

I just find it...stupid to just waste my life hating someone. Hatred requires effort. You always have to think of whatever the person/s did or said and exactly the emotions you were feeling and recreate everything to maintain it. Now the bad things that happened to me, I forgive them. They're people and in some way or some small fashion, the horrible things that they did will come back to them in a way that they would not desire at all.

Second of all, to the extent of my knowledge, we have one life to live. There are no redos, or rewind buttons. The things that happen to you have happened and they will always stay with you. Why waste even a tiny bit of your life on this other person who probably doesn't care about you or your well-being one way or another. Let them waste their life hating you, you should just move on and enjoy life while it lasts.

Finally, the things that happened in the past are what made you who you are. If certain things had not happened to me, I very well may not have the awesome friends I do now. If I could go back and change everything, I wouldn't. For all I know, what he did to me and his subsequent punishments (expelled and forced to change schools) might have changed his life for the better.

So yeah, don't hate.